I've been fighting anxiety since I was a little kid, and I assumed it would always just be there, something that plagued me constantly, a bogeyman ready to jump out as soon as I lowered my guard. I'll be honest, it was exhausting. I knew it HAD to change. Approaching 40, with a family and a job I love, I decided now was the time to stop fighting anxiety, and learn to understand it. For the first time, I committed to therapy, unpacked my history and worked out how to make it, if not a friend, then a friendly companion, rather than an enemy. This book is inspired by what I found out on that journey. But don't worry! It's not like a depressing textbook! It's funny, honest, occasionally embarrassing, and, ok, sometimes sad, but, above all else, hopeful.'Does peaking in high school ruin you for life?Was Miley Cyrus right, is it all about the climb (when it comes to building a career?)And what - scientifically - is the best way to mend a broken heart?Comedian Suzi Ruffell is considering life's big questions. In this brutally honest, funny, and often moving memoir, Suzi winningly tells her life story, and asks a host of experts to answer the tricky questions it prompts along the way. Diamond life advice comes from the likes of Elizabeth Day, Dolly Alderton, Charlene Douglas, Laura Bates, Dr Kirren Schnack, and more. Am I Having Fun Now? is perfect reading for fans of books by Fern Brady, Elizabeth Day, Romesh Ranganathan, Sara Pascoe and Tom Allen.